tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84796340007591890032024-02-19T13:04:01.222+08:00Implicit Fidelitynussowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12321084976344695692noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8479634000759189003.post-26988656564677553912016-09-30T23:11:00.002+08:002016-09-30T23:11:28.430+08:00where do I beginI have a lot in my hand now. both hands<br />
but you can't see it.<br />
Even I can't see it either.<br />
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*******<br />
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I can see a red apple on my right hand. The mirror version of me.<br />
I'm wearing a white top with white pants and white sneakers.<br />
behind me there's a grey wall. contrasting with the cedar floor.<br />
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The lights are empowered by the mustard window sill just above my waist.<br />
Probably I forgot about my brown leather belt I bought last week.<br />
It's not there in the mirror.<br />
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Silver curtains are bellowing softly hitting the black shelves beside the window.<br />
There's a mint tin robot, the square one looking at the blue box under it.<br />
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what's in that box?<br />
it's a hard box. with travel vintage postage printed on it like you see on notebooks.<br />
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wait.<br />
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it's not blue. the background is red.<br />
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Still looking at the mirror stained with drops of grey paints.<br />
now why there's a spot of green paint at the corner of the mirror.<br />
I look up.<br />
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"oh"<br />
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whose room is this? is it mine?<br />
or is it a mixture of my interior collections of screenshots of interior from social medias?<br />
I feel like I'm in Scandinavia. Although I can't pinpoint the exact location on the map.<br />
But I do know it's in Europe.<br />
Probably.<br />
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I turn around to see my back parts.<br />
those muscles aren't mine.<br />
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oh my.<br />
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I'm in someone else's body!<br />
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<br />nussowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12321084976344695692noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8479634000759189003.post-89733605460301419842016-07-11T00:30:00.000+08:002016-07-11T00:30:14.979+08:00my week on events1. Tudung and handbag<br />
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I'll always say yes if there is any opportunity for me to interact with people. As long as the job is to interactlah. I enjoy serving customers. Gives me pleasure. Especially when I managed to make them smile even if there's no sale. I did it for experience. I rarely asks for the payment. Well yes, it's not always that good. Somehow I believe that everything I do will eventually turn out fine. Each door will open up to another Insyaallah.<br />
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I don't mind breaking fast alone on the street. Well not exactly alone lah. There were other vendors, and hungry pedestrians and cars. Bazaar on the other side of the road. the best place for people watching. I get to watch so many kinds of people. I learned a thing or two just by observing their behavior. Too bad I didn't bring my notebook with me. and I really need to improve my sketching skills especially on living things. Non-living things not that good pon sebenarnya hahaha but not as bad as living things lah.<br />
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Retailing and street vendors are very different. We used to haggle on the streets but when you're the one selling, you really have to negotiate well to maintain that profit margin. It is hard to do. Not for the kind-hearted person lah. otherwise you'll lose your profit. No use selling lah like that.<br />
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Seeing your friend having a baby gives me that mixed feelings whether to get married or not.<br />
hahaha. I know macam over sikit, but the reality of raising a family is not easy.<br />
I've been thinking not to get married at all.<br />
but then, no matter how strong you are, no matter how used you are to being alone,<br />
loneliness will haunt you down.<br />
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I want to see my children grow up with the love that they need so they could grow up and become a person that could contribute to the public and creating a better world to live in.<br />
hahahaha. tetiba.<br />
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2. Raya<br />
I'm not sure about this raya. It doesn't feel like raya. Maybe a bit. I don't know. But there's something different than previous years. Beraya for the 1st two days only. Then back to kedai minum and cinema. hahaha.<br />
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3. Exam<br />
yup I still have 4 more papers after raya. so wish me luck.<br />
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About the previous post, I'm not gonna continue writing on that matter. It makes me sad just by thinking that I was late for a semester. if only...<br />
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I was really angry with myself for not having the guts to...<br />
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however, that made me realized where I am now. Probably not my time yet.<br />
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not worthy enough for anyone. ( that I liked)<br />
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but that's okay. I still have my family and friends.<br />
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<br />nussowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12321084976344695692noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8479634000759189003.post-57359014791868239532016-06-16T03:57:00.002+08:002016-06-16T04:10:49.361+08:00Part 1: The yellow clamp<div style="text-align: left;">
<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">15/6/2016</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I woke up sleepy and wet.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">The power was out last night.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">So sweaty so I took my bath at 2am.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Then I went back to sleep.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Woke up sleepy for sahur.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Thank you Daus for waking us up every morning.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Thank you for your potato bread.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">The best potato bread for sahur.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">somehow, I bought the right marlboro white.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">So smooth not like the usual.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">waited for subuh and then I was out.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">next class was at 1030.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Channels management with Madam Ainun.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">one of my favourite lecturers. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">very motherly like</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">very calm. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but kamal woke me up at 8</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">asking if he could borrow my car to class.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">It was raining rather heavily in the morning.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I saw someone tweeted "Palam sky is crying in the morning."</span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">well yes, the sky was a bit dark. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but not gloomy dark.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">not enough darkness to make me feel gloomy or sad. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Looking at the window and I said to myself</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"What a lovely rain."</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Well of course Kamal didn't hear it.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"fuh. hujan lebat ni Mal."</span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">opened my drawer and passed my keys.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"nanti aku balik dalam pukul 10 macam tu."</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I said nothing and went back to sleep mode.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I dreamt something.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I couldn't remember any of it.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but I do know that my dreams were always about me running away from something.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I was always in a hurry.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">always running in an abandoned building.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Sometimes I found myself driving a car. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">or a truck.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">sometimes on the left side. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">sometimes from the back of driver's seat.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">anyway.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I woke up at 10</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I think I woke up at 10.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">or was I daydreaming? </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">or just thinking of nothing?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">So Kamal got back at 10</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"oi belum siap lagi"</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">gave him a laugh or two.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Then I went back staring at the ceiling.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">-whatsapp-</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">sow. malam ni apa plan? Conjuring 2 jom. aku payung.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">.....</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">orait. aku dah book 1030 bukit raja. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">*scrolling*</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"you didn't even bother to read it huh?" </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">closed my whatsapp and opened my radio from my phone.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">took a really really deep breath and I'm on my feet ready to take the cold shower head on.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"bring it onnn!"</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">nope I didn't say that.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">What I really said was</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"woooohhhhhhhh seujuk gilaaaaaaaaaaaa woiiiiiiiiiiii"</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">let me remind you that it was raininggggg early in the morning.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Even the trees went white!</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I think it was 1030.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Ironed my khaki Uniqlo oxford shirt because it's freaking cold.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">bought it during winter season. here in Malaysia. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">pfttt. I don't even understand myself sometimes.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">oh wait. most of the time. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I think it was 1035.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Tucked in my shirt and combed my hair to the left.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I hate the extra hair. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">why every barber I met didn't want to cut that part.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">is it because of my side parting?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Geram tau. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">rasa nak potong je sendiri.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but I think I looked rather dashing. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">hahahaha. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Yes you do. *winks at the mirror*</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">So</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">it was raining.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I though I could maybe probably park my car right up the hill just down the building.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Went up the muddy road and made a u-turn in an empty spot beside the grey kancil.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Drove down the hill and parked my car on a proper road. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">where staffs parked their car.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">checked my car lights. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I went up to the 11th floor.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">class already started on channels selection.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">sat beside Ameer who sat behind Amir Chang</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">#TIL</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Giant and Cold Storage are actually from the same owner.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">and YLY or YLY (just after the Puncak Perdana) is a company that provides huge storage warehouses. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">and test on Friday. woohooo! </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">what a way to end the semester.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">class ended at 12.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">went down and from afar I saw a group of students. discussing something.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">and then I saw a car in front of them with a clamped tyre</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace; font-size: x-small;">"fuck"</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">ran towards my car and picked up the white paper.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">koyak. sebab basah.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">and yes. koyak because I have to pay. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">or kopak.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but I wasn't the only one.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Chang also got a ticket. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">p/s: I rarely use these words in any conversation. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but my bahu pernah koyak lah.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I was in the library with Ameer and Chang when Daus texted me that his car got clamped too. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">So we waited for an hour for Shahrul to end his class.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">But then Zuhry picked me up half an hour later with Daus and other 4 girls from our class to the new Polis Bantuan HQ at the new entrance. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">-In the office-</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">oh Nik was there too.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">"This will be the last time I'm paying saman here"</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I should be saying that too but I was too dumb.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Daus was on my left. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">The lady has now turned to an old man. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">good.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Officer: awak buat tiga kesalahan awak tahu berapa awak kena ni?</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Me: tak</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Officer: cuba baca bawah ni. Setiap satu kesalahan akan dikenakan denda sehingga RM 100 setiap satu kesalahan. Awak buat tiga kesalahan, awak kena bayar denda RM300. </span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Me: Boleh kurang lagi tak ncek?</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Officer: nak kurang berapa %? 50%? </span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Me: 60 lah ncek. Saya ada berapa je ni.</span></span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Officer : berapa?</span></span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Me: Macam ni lah ncek. Saya ada 50 je ni. 50 jelah saya boleh bayar.</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Officer: rm50 dah turun berapa percent dah tu? awak buat TIGA KESALAHAN TAHU TAK?! </span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Officer: ok takpe. saya bagi 50%. awak bayar rm150. </span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Me: 100 lah. (although I don't have that much in my pocket)</span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">*nego till let go*</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Me: Encik, saya ada RM80 je ni. 80 lah.</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;"><span style="background-color: white;">Officer: okay. 80. Tapi next time kalau awak kena lagi kena double tau sebab nama awak dah ada dalam sistem.</span></span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Me: (apa-apalah. cepat jelah)</span></blockquote>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Daus got out from 100 to 60. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Moral of the story: Check first what is the minimum payment. Nego till that amount.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">We went back to our car.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Me and Daus waited for an hour. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Kereta rosak, short staff, change shift were what they told me of their lateness.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">What? you only got one truck ke?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I wanted to go home because I was out of cash. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">but then the time was not on my side. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">I went back to Jentayu at 315. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Prepared what I can for tomorrow's presentation. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">And drove back to campus.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Why?</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">Because I have to (suddenly) accompany one of my group mates to do some site visit for our presentation tomorrow. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "courier new" , "courier" , monospace;">and it happened to be one of the best decision I've made or said yes to.</span></div>
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